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These days, I’m sure that Technologies is quite spread out not only in our country but also in different nations as well. Many gadgets now a days invented to help us and to acquire easiest way to communicate on our love ones. All of us are probably own an account in friendster, myspace, yahoo messenger, etc. One of the major gadgets we are using right now is cell phones. But as I can remember, snail mail is the most active to use before, just to communicate. It has classifications, for instances are friendship letter, family letter, love letter, etc. But if you will ask me for what I prefer, I would rather choose mail. Don’t get me wrong for that. My main reason is… I can keep it as a remembrance and as you can see it is also my collections. I particularly put it in my crucial box and read it all the time. For me it is more appreciated than via electronic devices like cell phones because you can erase your text messages and if you have already not enough memory or if your cell phone got a virus, you have no choice but to eradicate the message you’ve receive. But of course, the disadvantage of a mail is… You cannot receive/ get your messages at the same time and you have to wait for a couple of weeks. But despite of this, marami paring na in-love sa mga katagang “Mahal kong Iniirog”, “Minamahal Ko”, “Dear Love”, “Dear Sweetheart”, “Dear Baby”..blah blah blah. Isa sa mga ‘to ang ancle at antie ko, they are pen pals and became lovers. Although they had long distance relationship, hindi yon naging hindrance sa relationship nila. Kahit na malayo sa isa’t isa ay lagi parin silang nagiging masaya pagdating ng sulat galing sa pinakamamahal nila. I also remember my friend in high school, someone gave her a letter and it’s indicating there “From Your Secret Admirer”. My friend didn’t expect that the person who gave that letter is her ultimate crush in the campus. She was so happy then. There are some people who cannot express themselves through oral or actions so they exclaim their true feelings through handwriting, dinadaanan nalang sa kapirasong papel. But Letters is not any longer in the vocabulary mind of people, we have already broadly technologies and as a graduate of computer related course “I’m aware of it”. . Uso pa ba ang sulat sa panahon ngayon? Sa akin oo, because nakatago parin ang mga ito. How about you? Uso pa ba sa’yo ang sulat? or mas naaappreciate mo ang technology na meron na tayo ngayon?

Hindi ko talaga maintindihan kung bakit marami pa ring nagkalat sa mundo na mga taong walang alam gawin kundi gumawa ng masama sa kapwa nila. Kahit kabaitan ang iyong ipinapakita sa kanila ay hindi ka pa sinusuklian ng kabutihan. Hindi lang pala sa pelikula o teleserye nangyayari ito dahil maging sa realidad ng buhay ay nangyayari ito. Mayroon kasi akong kilalang tao na sobrang bait kapag nakaharap siya sayo ngunit nagbabalat kayo pala. Kinakaibigan ka niya, inaalam ang kahinaan mo at hindi mo nalalaman na pagtalikod mo ay doon ka niya tinitira. Hindi pa siya nakuntento, nagsumbong pa siya sa iba at pinalabas na siya ang tama. Nagtsismis pa siya. Marunong siyang gumawa ng istorya, marunong siyang magdrama pano naman kasi mataas ang kursong natapos niya. Iyon ata ang major subject niya, ang karunungang magbaliktad ng tao. Ngunit kahit gaano kataas ang pinag-aralan niya, kung atin lamang pakaiisipin daig pa niya ang taong walang pinag-aralan dahil wala siyang kaprofe-professionalism sa katawan. Pareho kayong nagtapos ng college pero iba ang ugaling meron siya. Marahil iyon ang itinuro sa kanya sa lugar na kinalakihan niya. Wala siyang pakialam kung mali ang kanyang ginagawa dahil para sa kanya ‘yon ang tama. Alam ko marami rin sa atin ang naka-encounter or nakakaincounter pa lang ng mga taong ganito. Diba tayo ang lumalabas na bida at sila ang kontrabida?. Don naman sa mga taong hindi pa nakaencounter ng mga katulad ng taong ito “Beware kayo” Minsan mas maganda talagang huwag munang magtiwala sa ibang tao hangga’t hindi mo pa siya lubusang nakikilala. Pareho tayong nabubuhay sa mundong ito at minsan lang tayo mabuhay kaya sana gawin natin itong makabuluhan. Huwag tayong gagawa ng masama sa kapwa natin dahil baka pagdating ng araw sarili din natin ang maniningil sa atin. Lahat ng ginawa natin sa iba ay babato o babalik din sa atin. Sa mga katulad kong bida, sundin nalang natin ang utos ng Diyos “Mahalin mo ang iyong kaaway” – Matthew 5:43-48. Dahil darating din ang araw na ang mga taong yan na kontrabida ngayon ay makakatagpo din ng mga taong kontrabida na mang-aapi sa kanila.

I admit I’m kuripot. Even though my friends brings to their mind and laugh at me. I just being myself and I’m not ashamed for being frugal. Oftentimes when I come home from my work, I count every centavo in my wallet if I left any. Everyday, I have exact money for my fair going to my work, my lunch break and my mirienda. One of my friends told me “Pag nakabunggo daw ako ng itlog sa kanto ay siguradong wala akong ibabayad dahil eksakto lang lagi ang dala kong pera”..LOL. I always carry a lot of coins in my purse para minimum lang ang maibayad ko sa jeepney. Some of the drivers kasi kurakot pagdating sa pamasahe, they collect above minimum fair. I feel exasperate and my face frowned when they gave me not exact change. Lagi rin akong nakakaramdam ng panghihinayang na bumili ng bagong damit, kahit luma na basta hindi pa butas at ok pa ang damit ay isinusuot ko pa ito. When I’m in college, I frequently used crayons to highlights my notes instead of stabilo boss. When my friends invite me to eat at restaurant or fast food, I just go with them basta libre nila..Hehe. Hindi naman sa kakapalan ng mukha kundi kanipisan lang ng bulsa. Besides they are the one who invited me, as they say “ Huwag tanggihan ang grasya”.
Anyway, I’m proud to be a stingy person and I know hindi ako nag-iisa. In this world we need to discipline ourselves because you cannot buy any candies in just one centavo anymore unlike before noong kapanahunan pa ng mga lolo at lola natin. As years passed by, lalong tumataas ang bilihin mapa gasolina, bigas, mantika, gulay, prutas, isda, halos lahat ng pangangailangan natin everyday ay tumataas.
We should budget our money and save a little so that in case of emergency we will have money to spend on. After all, the best reason for being kuripot is we are saving up for something. And that’s definitely not something to be ashamed of.

Marami sa atin ang laging naninisi kay President Gloria Arroyo dahil sa buhay na meron tayo ngayon. May mga iba, salita ng salita pero madami namang mga anak at walang trabaho. Laging naglalasing at naninigarilyo. Laging nagsusugal. Laging nasa kanto tsismis ang inaatupag. Tamad mag-aral. Tamad maghanap ng trabaho. Tulog maghapon may sakit daw sa BATO(gan). May mga iba na nasa barangay panay ang upo, pag may dumating na grasya este donation para sa mga taong nasasakupan ay napakasaya nila. Kaso dito sumusulpot ang problema, ang 100% na ito ay nagiging 50% ang napupunta sa mga tao. Nasaan ang 50% remaining? Syempre naiiwan sa kanila. No. 1 na sa corruption ang Pilipinas. Mananatili tayong andyan sa pwestong ‘yan pag hindi tayo nagbago. Pag sa mga mababang opisyales nangyayari ito, how much more sa mga matataas diba? Pagdating naman sa kapaligiran, may mga taong namumutol ng puno kahit na alam nilang maraming nagsasakripisyong kapwa nila Pilipino sa baha lalo na pag dumarating ang bagyo.

Pag manonood ka ng balita sa TV, puro paninisi ang maririnig. Sino na nga ba ang tunay na salarin? Kung gusto po natin ng pagbabago, umpisahan sana natin ang pagbabago sa sarili natin. Huwag na tayong manisi at pagtutulungan lang ang kailangan. Minsan nasa atin din ang may deperensya, hindi nakasalalay sa ibang tao ang ikagiginhawa ng buhay natin kundi nasa sarili nating kamay. Oo at napakalaki na ng utang ng bansa natin nguni’t kung atin lamang iisipin maraming solusyon. Matuto tayong maging disiplinado, maging masikap sa buhay, maging pasensyoso, tumulong at gumawa ng mabuti sa kapwa.

Hindi rin po ako perpekto pero ipinapasa-Diyos ko na lamang ang lahat at ginagawa kong makabuluhan ang buhay ko sa mundong ito. Ginagawa ko po ang lahat ng aking makakaya pra maging mabuting mamamayang Pilipino.

Last April 20, 2008 I started my schooling in my second course Computer Hardware Servicing. And you know what? I’ve learned a lot in that course such as CPU assemble and disassemble, Parts of Computer, different types of (motherboard, hard disk, memory, and processor), troubleshooting, networking, etc. and now we are almost done in our lesson. To tell you honestly, I didn’t learned all of it in the University where I graduated. My instructors have no patience to teach us, they are contented just to give us case study without knowing that we did not understand what we are doing. When I was already worked in a company, I felt that the knowledge I had is not enough to say that I know everything especially in hardware. Every time my computer trouble or defamation, I just call help to our technician that suppose to be I know how to repair because it’s my profession. So I decided to take up vocational course which is more on hands on. This coming September we will have our TESDA assessment. I hardly pray that I will pass on that assessment coz I’ve done lots of sacrifices, I spend all of my salaries and my pocket is frequently empty because of my studies. I know that God will never leave me furthermore I trust Him very much. Anyway, I am so excited to get my certification after I pass on that assessment. Pray for me my friends and Wish me luck. Thanks!

One of my friends forwards me a message in my email address which makes me enjoy reading it several times. Here is it:

january

Pretty/handsome. Loves to dress up. Easily bored. Fussy. Seldom shows emotions. Takes time to recover when hurt. Sensitive. Down-to-Earth. Stubborn.

february

Abstract thoughts. Loves reality and abstract. Intelligent and clever. Changing personality. Attractive. Sexiest out of everyone. Temperamental. Quiet, shy and humble. Honest And loyal. Determined to reach goals. Loves freedom. Rebellious when restricted. Loves aggressiveness. Too sensitive and easily hurt. Gets angry really easily but does not show it. Dislikes unnecessary things. Loves making friends but rarely shows it. Horny. Daring and stubborn. Ambitious. Realizing dreams and hopes. Sharp. Loves entertainment and leisure. Romantic on the inside not outside. Superstitious and ludicrous. Spendthrift. Tries to learn to show emotions.
march
Attractive personality. Sexy. Affectionate Shy and reserved. Secretive. Naturally honest, generous and sympathetic. Loves peace and serenity. Sensitive to others. Great kisser. Easily angered. Trustworthy. Appreciative and returns kindness. Hardly shows emotions. Tends to bottle up feelings. Observant and assesses others.

april
Suave and compromising. Funny and humorous. Stubborn. Very talkative. Calm and cool. Kind and sympathetic. Concerned and detailed. Loyal. Does work well with others. Very confidant. Sensitive. Positive Attitude. Thinking generous. Good memory. Clever and knowledgeable. Loves to look for information. Able to cheer everyone up and/or make them laugh. Able to motivate oneself and others. Understanding. Fun to be around. Outgoing. Hyper. Bubbly personality. Secretive. Boy/girl crazy. Loves sports, music, leisure and traveling. Systematic. Hot but has brains.
may
Stubborn and hard-hearted. Strong-willed and highly motivated. Sharp thoughts. Easily angered. Attracts others and loves attention. Deep feelings. Beautiful physically and mentally. Firm Standpoint. Needs no motivation. Shy towards opposite sex. Easily consoled. Systematic (left brain). Loves to dream. Strong clairvoyance. Understanding. Sickness usually in the ear and neck. Good imagination. Good physical. Weak breathing. Loves literature and the arts. Loves traveling. Dislike being at home. Restless. Not having many children. Hardworking. High-spirited.
june
You’ve got the best personality and are an absolute pleasure to be around. You love to make new friends and be outgoing. You are a great flirt and more than likely have an a very attractive partner. a wicked hottie. It is also more than likely that you have a massive record collection. You have a great choice in films, and may one day become a famous actor/actress yourself - heck, you’ve got the looks for it.
july
Fun to be with. Secretive. Difficult to fathom and to be understood. Quiet unless excited or tensed. Takes pride in oneself. Has reputation. Easily consoled. Honest. Concerned about people’s feelings. Tactful. Friendly. Approachable. Emotional temperamental and unpredictable. Moody and easily hurt. Witty and sparkly. spazzy at times. Not revengeful. Forgiving but never forgets. dislikes nonsensical and unnecessary things. Guides others physically and mentally. Sensitive and forms impressions carefully. Caring and loving. Treats others equally. Strong sense of sympathy. Wary and sharp. Judges people through observations. Hardworking. No difficulties in studying. Loves to be alone. Always broods about the past and the old friends. Waits for friends. Never looks for friends. Not aggressive unless provoked. Loves to be loved. Easily hurt but takes long to recover.
august
Outgoing personality. takes risks. feeds on attention. No self-control. Kind hearted. Self-confident. Loud and boisterous. VERY revengeful. Easy to get along with and talk to. Has an “every thing’s peachy” attitude. Likes talking and singing. Loves music. Daydreamer. Easily distracted. Hates not being trusted. BIG imagination. Loves to be loved. Hates studying. in need of “that someone”. Longs for freedom. Rebellious when withheld or restricted. Lives by “no pain no gain” caring. Always a suspect. Playful. Mysterious. “charming” or “beautiful” to everyone. stubborn. curious. Independent. Strong willed. A fighter.
september
Active and dynamic. Decisive and haste but tends to regret. Attractive and affectionate to oneself. Strong mentality. Loves attention. Diplomatic. Consoling, friendly and solves people’s problems. Brave and fearless. Adventurous. Loving and caring. Suave and generous. Usually you have many friends. Enjoys to make love. Emotional. Stubborn. Hasty. Good memory. Moving, motivates oneself and others. Loves to travel and explore. Sometimes sexy in a way that only their lover can understand.
october
Loves to chat. Loves those who love them. Loves to takes things at the center. Inner and physical beauty. Lies but doesn’t pretend. Gets angry often. Treats friends importantly. Brave and fearless. Always making friends. Easily hurt but recovers easily. Daydreamer. Opinionated. Does not care to control emotions. Unpredictable. Extremely smart, but definitely the hottest AND sexiest of them all.
november
Trustworthy and loyal. Very passionate and dangerous. Wild at times. Knows how to have fun. Sexy and mysterious. Everyone is drawn towards your inner and outer beauty and independent personality. Playful, but secretive. Very emotional and temperamental sometimes. Meets new people easily and very social in a group. Fearless and independent. Can hold their own. Stands out in a crowd. Essentially very smart. Usually, the greatest men are born in this month. If you ever begin a relationship with someone from this month, hold on to them because their one of a kind.
december
This straight-up means you are the most good-looking person possible… Better than all of these other months! Loyal and generous. Patriotic. Competitive in everything. Active in games and interactions. Impatient and hasty. Ambitious. Influential in organizations. Fun to be with. Easy to talk to, though hard to understand. Thinks far with vision, yet complicated to know. Easily influenced by kindness. Polite and soft-spoken. Having lots of ideas. Sensitive. Active mind. Hesitating tends to delay. Choosy and always wants the best. Temperamental. Funny and humorous. Loves to joke. Good debating skills. Has that someone always on his/her mind. Talkative. Daydreamer. Friendly. Knows how to make friends. Abiding. Able to show character. One guy/girl kind of person. Loveable. Easily hurt. Prone to getting colds. Loves music. Pretty/handsome. Loves to dress up. Easily bored. Fussy. Seldom shows emotions. Takes time to recover when hurt. Sensitive.

It’s almost 5 years since we separated from each other. But why until now you’re still in my mind and commit to my memory the times we’ve been together? Many relationship passes by but you’re still the one whose in my compassion. Yeah right, I’m still in love with you, I realize how stupid I am because I broke up with you. However I should not blame myself for that because what I’ve done is for my own sake. I’ve finish my studies turn into a professional and right now, I got a good job for the reason that I think it was a good decision. But then, I admit my heart is crying and hoping that one day you’ll be back and promise to me that you would not let anyone to destroy our relationship again.